My wife left today with the kids. It is so hard to believe that only a month after I came out, my entire life has so radically changed. I will be heading to Georgia soon, but the thought that I’ll never live in the same house as my kids is ripping me in two.
I hate this, I really hate it. It is so unfair and cruel in so many levels. It makes me mad I just couldn’t keep faking it. It makes me mad that my wife wouldn’t even give us a week to process this together. It makes me mad that God would allow something like this to happen.
This just hurts so bad. It is horrible. I pray that no one else has to experience this.